Thursday, January 27, 2011

My Interview Questions

Tell us about the best thing you have ever done
What is the average depth of the ocean

Name the most important thing you would change if you could
Given the chance, what would you do differently with your life

Share a question that you have pondered time and time again
What magazines do you make sure to always read

Where and what were you before your earliest memories
What mechanical tool do you find you use the most

Explain an intricacy of your favorite plot
Describe in some detail the one person you knew and most despised

Explain one concept you accept as an article of faith
Why do humans always find it necessary to go to war

In how many languages do you have some fluency
How many languages should be official in one country

Should police use personal judgment or treat every case the same
Between electricity and running water which would you do without

Why or why not is human life more sacred than that of the animals
Explain the principle behind the internal combustion engine

Talk a little about the book that you are currently reading
Give the scientific names of the four days when the seasons change

How do you tell if you are doing something nearly at your potential
What sports do you participate in and how do you train

What ways have you found that you can express yourself
How would a greenhouse gas bring about global warming

If you have a car, what kind and how old is it
What is different about the nut securing a chop saw blade

Who do you think was the greatest American
Why are Asian immigrants more successful than Hispanics

Name your favorite mathematician, alive or not
If a man lived right but had no Savior, could he go to heaven

According to science, what is the age of the earth and the universe
If you watch television, name three shows that you like

Where do you go to find out about current news and events
What species is the largest vertebrate ever to live

What clubs or societies are you a member of
Approximately what percent of humans now live in poverty

How important is the abortion issue in relation to other problems we face
How wide and how thick is a wooden 2x4

What is the relationship of Intelligent Design to the Theory of Evolution
What’s on the menu for your favorite breakfast

What are the three planets closest to our sun
Everyone wants to hear of your most embarrassing moment

What is the approximate current human population of the earth
What do you fear more than anything else

Name the second highest peak in the Himalayas
Talk frankly about the biggest lie you have ever told

What Internet site do you spend the most time at
What was the most important event of the 20th Century

Ask a question that most people will not know and give the answer
Which continent is the largest of all

What determines the size of waves hitting a beach
What distinguishes man from other animals

Name one work of the very late J.S. Bach
How might your goals change if you knew you would live forever

If you had five minutes to live, right her and now, what would you do
How many prime numbers are there

Name three Canadian provinces and one Mexican state
What is di-hydrogen oxide good for

Would you call the conquest of the New World a great genocide
What is the longest time you ever went without speaking

What is the chief cause of animal extinction
What is a musical chord

How long will it be until your influence becomes background noise
What is the purpose of the ATP molecule

What civilization do you admire the most
Why should people be required a license to drive but not to have kids

Tell us something your father used to say
Why would humans be basically without hair

Who taught you the best and how were they so effective
When did the last ice age end

Who is your favorite painter and name your favorite work
How long ago was writing invented

What is your favorite tree
How are the animals used to make hamburgers killed

Do you have any pets, why or why not
What is escape velocity

What year was your mother born
What is the distinguishing characteristic of the earth from space

Who do you admire the most, either living or dead
Describe a problem in your field that you would like to solve

Would you take responsibility for control software on a manned spacecraft
Is mathematics an art, a craft, a science or something else

What is your own normal heartbeat
Tell us about your ancestry

What is the main difference between the sharks and the fishes
Talk about any project you are currently working on outside of work

What do you usually do on Saturday nights
How did the English language originate

How much money does the US spend on defense per year
Why or why not do you practice recycling

Where does your community obtain its water supply
What supplements or medications do you take

How far away is the moon
Why does the sound of a jet seem to come from behind it

What language has the most speakers today
What would you like to do on your ideal 3 week vacation

How old do you expect to be when you die
What would you do tomorrow if you could stop working today

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Presque Vu


There surely has to be a different sort of life but we simply cannot quite see
For there were brief periods when we felt that we were almost a part of it

A different sort of time, now ignored by us all, in our frantic rushes
Perhaps it still flows somewhere, unnoticed in the background

There can be no guides prepared by any industry to help us catch a glimpse
Just as well as most of us run blindly, nearly all the time

Though sensed peripherally for instants, it is quickly shrugged away
And we are carried on again by this vapid stream of daily lives

Outside of the phony cacophony raised over shiny baubles that are held for sale
During the brief and quiet moments in which we find the time to think

Possibly there was a vision of lives based on a different set of values
Where the sounds of diesel motors do not awaken our small children

I might have heard of a place where one listens as birds call out the coming dawn
A place where a quiet people dwell who make a slow but steady progress

Perhaps waking troubled in the night, there had been a clue
Clearly, we had seen most issues but never known quite how to face them

Maybe sleepers such as we, out walking, stumbled seeing merely our own dreams
Sometimes almost wakened, disturbed as we lurched and cast about

It seems there might have been, at times, a message left in a shaft of light
Or some trace of meaning disappearing beyond a distant ridge

Was that it there in memories of quiet farms seen from the road?
Or did I see something glimmering in the sunset waters off that lake?

I wondered why I thought that I remembered things I knew I had never seen
I did know why the way I really lived had often lead to tears

There seemed to be a message in the snowflakes that fell from all directions
Deciphering such things might have helped me to grasp what I had felt

What was that which dissolved around the corner, up ahead in the dusk?
From whence came that comforting illusion of another people in other towns?

Perhaps it was not just some advertising music and the scenery of marketing
That message almost read which came on the warm winds of early May

Driven in a hurry with the other rodents, nonetheless, were there not some moments?
Just the same, sometimes a sense of calm - amid that great confusion?

Was there not the sound of quiet music almost played and just about enjoyed?
I think I may once have started to believe, but I cannot quite remember

Many times I snapped my head back but what it might have been, was gone
But, nonetheless, I even have the memories of what I thought I saw

It seemed always to be present in the ruins of where they dwelled so long ago
Something synthesized only in our minds, many came to believe

In the blue light of the winter it came so strong that we commenced to howl
Then, straining in our excitement, we absorbed the vaster silence

Beneath the green lake waters diving, something scattered with small fish
But left my head to pop like a bubble through the surface once again

Perhaps in the quiet of a pre-dawn coolness, I saw something linger
Totally forgotten or cruelly ridiculed in the harsh light of modern life

Sometimes it suffused the very air and my coat would bristle
Too often only half-baked memories lent me precious little comfort

Maybe when birds were singing and light first began to form new shadows
Still, roaring once again, that real and terrible certainty returned in full

Watching as the trout rose taking the peaceful twilight long ago in Spring
Brute repetition finally teaches us that there is but only one true way

In the first few minutes from a summit with a view not easily obtained
Too easily our minds simply return to their deeply-rutted track

In the velvet night, what was this spectral image that may have paid a call?
But wait, no doubt can exist regarding the time spent beneath the wheel

When the snow fell yet again upon older snow, was that some somber power?
The endless stream of empty chatter quickly brings us back online

Something that kept returning despite all of what I thought I knew
Somewhere I cannot take you, whereof we both know different scattered details

From a dignified spruce, boughs outstretched, in a quiet meadow
It’s very grace, for just a moment, the most palpable of things

What was that state of mind about? Brought on by gentle music
But quickly lost in the sweat and dust and the hoarse shouting of many days

Was there not a hidden message in the patterns of the clouds at sunset?
Maybe without all the other foolish distractions, I just might have discerned

We can only hope that it is not just a pathetic illusion or by-product of the hype
That a certain set of circumstances might at last bring it clearly to the light

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

When Everything


when everything is quiet one can hear the trickling of clear thoughts
and those real events finally emerge from this fuzzy blur

when everything is making sense and it's dark and it is cool
there is little left that we should fear

when everything can be seen and heard in its own good time
and there are no shrieking sounds or flashing lights

when everything stops its pushing, its shoving and its screaming
we find that peaceful silence is not empty, after all

when everything stops spinning and the shouting fades away
the quiet hidden things begin to croak and peep once more

when everything comes into focus and your feet are on the ground
enjoy this fleeting moment before you are swept away again

when everything turns over and the world can make no sense
there can come a healing silence if there is but a little darkness

when everything is rushed and naked confusion is the rule
then emerges a strength born in the quiet dark alone

when everything is resting and you are left to think
pray you find these springs from which to draw your healing

when everything is silent as the snow falls upon the ground
inside grows a joy that sits beside a warming fire

when everything goes as it should upon a moonless night
the misty milky way reveals more than a simple cold starlight

when everything that has no meaning becomes extremely clear
it is time to let the deeper things percolate up into your mind

when everything is finally still after all the noisy penetrating trivia
perhaps a moments reflection is worth a year’s entertainment

when everything that incessantly clamors is left without an audience
once again, mysteries that cry out can be carried in upon the wind

when everything seems simpler though you do not understand it
we have peeled back yet another layer from the onion of our mandala

when everything unneeded falls away as if behind us up in outer space
then perhaps comes another time when wonder finds its place

when everything that beckoned lies silent at one's resting feet
then maybe this miraculous spring can truly bubble freely

when everything collapses inward as you are left alone
I hope you find there is, indeed, a core remaining at the center

when everything is wrapped in black, and fall ignites the stars
may you, just one time, glimpse the beckoning void for yourself

when everything is not just swirling by from out of every corner
perhaps it's then that it's the time to see what may still be important

when everything seems way too close up and far too personal for your taste
may you glimpse the wisdom in those images from out in deep space

when everything has just been wrong for way too goddamn long
would that you find that elusive peace within, my tortured brother

when everything we hold in honor is simply used to clean the floors
sit with me then and ponder, the moonlight from our rowboat

when everything closes in one day from all sides and all at once
hopefully no longer can you only simply turn away

When everything and everyone has finally chosen between only black and white
Hopefully, god can still be found in the colors of the rainbow

When everything you wanted to complete is no longer within your grasp
Then you will find the questions you never had the time to ask

When everything fades away to the ticking of a clock some winter afternoon
Watch the sun as it chases growing shadows across your tiny room

When everything loses its color as the twilight fades away
May you close your eyes and rest in peace until another day

When everything falls into its place and it’s not as late as you had thought
I wish you luck with grasping the real meaning of your success

When everything seems full of promise and the days grow ever brighter
Take care to notice when the leaves reach the very height of their fullness

When everything reduces to the sound of silence behind closed eyes
Does your heart race quite strangely and do random thoughts assail you?

When everything cries out, but you find that you can rest in peace
Can it matter if you have understood or only learned to ignore?

When everything moves away from you at the speed of light
How can it change the universe to observe the polarity of a photon?

When everything can be explained in terms of unrelated contradictions
It should come as no surprise to achieve great wealth and then to die of cancer

When everything is turning green and gentle rains promise peaceful times
I hope that you can find your way amid the chorus of the marshes

When everything is quiet and darkness fills a starry sky
Note the occasional meteor that streaks brightly in less than a heartbeat

When everything has come down to a decision made many years ago
Sometimes it’s hard to think about what might happen long from now

When everything depends upon choices made without time for deliberation
Instincts trained in long years of practice must somehow see one through

When everything we held in the highest place of honor stops making any real sense
What nearly unnoticeable strength will emerge to light our lonely path?

When everything that is needed is no longer available in the stores
Perhaps it will be time again to simply listen as rain falls upon the roof

When everything goes out of focus and voices seem so far away
Pain, too, is dulled and great suffering is eased, with just a little mercy

When everything continues but without any reasons that we can perceive
Perhaps the sounds of nature may help re-sort the order from confusion

When everything is still but the day, nonetheless, continues to begin
Let there be a moment left before the noise and dust and turbulence start again

When the present reduces to the last 3 minutes of passing distractions
Let this so-called illusion be penetrated by some observer from within

Monday, January 24, 2011

A Fresh Water Home

there is a cottage on that lakeside where I swam so long ago
there came the smell of life from deep down within that lake

I had a glimpse of paradise where the bluegills lived among the pickerel weeds
I saw the sun from beneath the cool green water, with my cousins

I heard as wavelets lapped for a while when the breeze had stopped
I listened to the frogs all croaking where they were safe and wet

they said the lake was very deep and the water very good
they said fossil sand dunes still filtered the long rains of autumn

there is a dirt road down by the lake that is soft upon bare feet
there are large beech trees at the lakefront where the old folks sit

I felt the wind change late in August as the leaves began to show their bottoms
I felt at ease while swimming in that lake all those fish called home

I saw the starlight shimmer on the surface of the darkened water
I saw the joy upon the faces of the little kids as they splashed and played

I heard the fish as they were jumping and I saw the rings that spread
I heard the oar locks squeaking and the water dripping from their blades

I heard the water passing by as I swam beneath the surface
I heard the gentle tinkle when my head broke through the water

I knew that things made a wonderful and complex but, common sense
I knew the summer was nearly over when our lips began turning blue

I felt the lake touch me from the dock when there was no breeze
I felt the bluegill tugging when the hook caught in his mouth

there was a time on summer evenings when the lightning bugs emerged
there was a breeze that brought the sound of wavelets to a bunkbed

I was a boy who dreamed of fishing and swimming every day
I was a boy who played ditch'em in the hardwood hills behind the cottage

I felt the cool stone floor of the cottage on those rainy summer days
I felt the warmth of the fireplace my uncle had built in the swirling mist

I heard the tinkle of the raindrops from underwater when it was quite still
I heard the explosion of air in the water when I leapt from the dock

there is a road that is still not paved, and it stretches back to those days
there is a wondrous happiness in simply knowing that we were there

I saw the babies in their cribs and the calm old ones sitting quietly together
I saw light rays wiggle greenishly and geometrically down into that good water

I knew the lake would, of course, be preserved just as the trees would be left to grow
I knew the world was made to last for at least a million years

I touched the spongy moss and knew that it was good
I touched the surface of the lake and it clung to my finger

there is a twilight full of peace and the presence of the lake
there is that group of quiet children before the modern age

I helped put in the dock and float the raft in good time for memorial day
I helped dig the worms, bail the boat then caught and cleaned the fish

I saw the painted turtles with orange stripes on their faces
I heard the stories of all the people who were a part of that family

I was a man who once, thank god, came back to swim in that lake again
I was a man who was finally able to realize how lucky he had always been

Neither Cause

Neither a cause nor a working
simply a rendering of meaning
not seen but reflected
like an image in the water,
once observed dissolving into wavelets

neither a loss nor a gain
outlining without any detail
working with the sunset
and just as quickly, fades away

neither in my hand nor of my mind
was that a shadow of some reflection?

neither a joining nor a parting
yet providing subtle background harmony
that might amplify some reality

neither quite alone nor a part of things we see
flowing well outside our event horizon

neither with one nor against another
vast indifference of the void
emptiness that our minds can never fill

neither part of life nor facet of death
far more than we will ever know
and infinitely less than we always feel

neither with the rain nor in the clouds
builds like lightning
and strikes as rainbows

neither close at hand nor ever far away
even when within our minds,
always remaining to be seen

neither hope for the religions nor friend of any science
might laugh had it our reason
less a guiding light than a sourceless shadow
more a riff than an algorithm

like the emergent tones from good harmony
or windsong through distant trees

Good Weaving


Swim in the oceans, the lakes and the rivers
Hike the far places and enjoy different cities

Cook your own meals together in the kitchen you remodeled yourself
Write down whatever true lines might come from inside

Take time to be alone, considering the quiet darkness
Be comfortable outside and get a little dirty

Decorate your own place with a slow and loving care
Patch that leaky roof all by yourself

Create a fine soup from that good chicken carcass
Rehabilitate that broken but comfortable lawn chair

Notice as the moon waxes and wanes
And be aware as your life seasons come and go

Bake your own bread and break it with your family
Change your oil and top off all those fluids yourself

Sell your house without a grasping, useless, so-called professional
Read for yourself and cast aside all the sound bites

Buy good things used and proudly donate items in their time
Don’t let the angry young man become the bitter old fool

Make someone smile using your own imagination
Plan a trip all by yourself to a place you’ve never been

Pick up your own instrument and play from your heart
Mix up some concrete and put it to good use

Tile the halls and refinish the wood floors
Buy the tools that you need to make these things work

Hook it up and wire it in
Mend the clothes should they get torn

Cut your own hair to suit your own taste
Sing the songs that make you feel right

Leave enough room for a few more wild dreams
Give the local birds a happy home beside you

Grow tomatoes or a whole garden
Don’t replace it if it ain’t really busted

Take some time to just stand in great wonder
Tend to the house plants and you will bloom together

Paddle the river, board the mountain, hike the trail, bike the pass
Distrust all noisy, gasoline-powered recreational forms

Start your own trends and ignore the media concoctions
Keep the faith though the struggle is both endless and futile

Build it to be stronger than it will ever have to be
Make it to last longer than it could ever be good for

Put it together so it can be taken apart and repaired
Have enough parts around to get all these things done

Realize that to love is your highest aspiration
Listen to the voices that brought you from the past

Leave all your campsites cleaner than you found them
Strive for a society where women blossom like flowers

Try not to shout without thinking or slam things to the ground
Take good note of scientific, mathematical and philosophical infinity

Study enough to be able to start seeing all the questions that appear
Take pride in your work or find something else to do

Try to weave your scattered experiences into your own rational tapestry
Laugh with the masters as they clap with one hand

Marvel at the blossoms that appear in the spring
Just keep on working, quite absorbed, until death overtakes you

Live happily with the dogs, our own true partners and friends
Simply teach your children to do for themselves

Analyze but do not swallow those mass-market opinions
Be skeptical of slick but empty corporate entertainment

Verify wisdom with your own eyes, ears and mind
Try and save something, each and every day

Know your computers inside and out
Tap into the Web to give and to get

Understand yourself better than you do those fools on TV
Take time to be overwhelmed by life’s baffling mysteries

Tend to the things which have always supported you
Fall in love as deeply as you possibly can

Make sure your read widely and above third grade level
Be able to do the math and understand the physics and statistics

Know about planets, stars and distant galaxies
Learn the past of humans, of the earth and the cosmos

Be able to heed wisdom when you should stumble across it
But do not allow others to do your thinking for you

Live within your means and plan for the future
Search out those things that you do very well

Maintain your body as well as your mind
Learn to differentiate between empty fads and true values

Train for good work and continue sharpening your skills
Do not grow bored for the sake of a paycheck

Speak at least one other language and know your own very well
Travel widely and quietly, learning from others far away

Build up a small framework of reason and understanding
Have faith, but avoid dogma and organized religion

Understand the world around you better than the plots of soap operas
Always follow the money to understand politics and business

Listen to the rain as it falls gently on the roof late in the evening
Pause and strain to understand the quiet bursting of the Springtime

Laugh loudly and often, especially at yourself
Cry when you have to and somehow grow from the sorrow

Hold someone tightly and listen to their heartbeat
Look deeply into the mystery that comes before and after

Keep your study well-organized to prepare for twisted and isolated facts
Maintain a thumb on the bullshit buzzer but fill your heart with ideals

Simply share the earth with all of its beings
Build a sustainable bridge that links to a real past

Try to find new ways to make things better while using up a little less
Enjoy cutting waste to help supply your friends in the future

Do some of the things that I could only imagine
Don’t make all of these same mistakes that I have already made

Realize that your life is vanishingly short
Try to love all these good things at once, with everything you have

North Light

soft enough for naked eyes
gently suffusing without penetrating

never bright enough to burn
creating shadows, but indistinctly

indirect, yet with great influence
nurturing but not through outer strength

safe and good for pregnant mothers
stroking fondly all their children

fair with any given color
obscuring lines and blending shades

neither hopeless nor full of warmth
filling spaces without shining

where calm silence finds its home
harboring simple quiet patience

shadowed refuge from the heat
teasing images from vaguest forms

washed to blue by December
providing hints of untold stories

pallid background for depression
casting shadows on dying faces

though always there for a canvas
supporting fully only faintest hope

created without morning rays
leaving soonest with the twilight